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Talking with Gould (part1), October 8, 1982 (32)

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The Beginning

Gould :
“Yes! It’s me. Hello! You noticed me after all. I trusted you would.
I’ve been so excited ever since I came over here. I am satisfied
because telepathy and spiritual world are as I believed them to be.

Also, I am so grateful that my last moments in this world were
quite sudden.
Just imagine… me... a person who hated people touching me,
living prostrated in a hospital bed. I am more free now than I was
when I was alive. It was so liberating to discard that broken body
of mine that I had tried to control with medicines.
I’ve received heartfelt messages from people all over the world.”

Masako:
“Mr. Gould, thank you. There are no words to express how much
encouragement I received through your music.
I hope with all my heart you will rest peacefully in paradise.”

G as Gould :
“More people than I imagined is bearing me in their mind. I was happy
while I was alive, but I am happy now that I left the Earth as well.
I can go now wherever I want to. A moment ago I thought about
my house in Southwood.
That moment I found myself in my living room. There was a phone call
from you from the conservatory.
I remembered then I heard about you from my father.
I was not much interested in you, but I signed 5 records and sent them.

It was so much fun watching you. You were heartily talking about
Nietzsche, is that right?”

M as Masako:
“I am afraid I was thinking about you too much and that my thoughts
may have killed you.”

G: “Oh, no, not at all. Love can never hurt people.”

M: “I can’t call these feelings love.”

And so went this strange exchange.

G: “I thought you a nice person,” he said.

“But it seems you’re not happy at all about me trying to contact you.
At times you would pretend you couldn’t hear me, and at times you
would shake your head. Why is that? I thought you would be happier.

I decided to follow you after you went back to the conservatory to practice.
It is vexing to see you lamenting my death as if “the sun would never shine
on Toronto again” even though I’m by your side like this…

You’re coming to my memorial service on the 15th, right? I am deeply
happy you are thinking of me. ”

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G: “Sorry, but follow me till your house. I want someone to talk to.
And you are the only one who can hear my voice.”

M: “Mr. Gould – if you are really Mr. Gould – thank you for coming to me.
However, I do not appreciate being made fun of by a spirit. I have a feeling
as if some lonely soul who has no one to tend its grave is impersonating
Gould and is saying half-truths.

I know from your records and the TV that you speak quickly.
However, that also can be imitated, isn’t that right?
I am sorry but I am very tired. Would you mind coming to meet me
again tomorrow?”



This is how Gould’s and my relationship started.
For a while, Gould’s glittering soul watched out for my life with love and affection.

However, this was a period of abrupt and radical change in my life
since becoming a student at the conservatory of music.

These conversation was a burden for me now that I was absorbed in my studies.
I have felt Gould’s warmth since I heard his first record.
And now that he is coming in the form of a spirit, I still feel his presence as “warmth”.

When I went to bed in the evening, I tried and asked him:

“Mr. Gould, were you used to like coffee? I can leave you some of mine when I am drinking it, if you’d like.”

What a meager and rude offering for the repose of his soul it was,
but that much I could manage. I think I gave such a strange suggestion
because he was an easy-going person and I managed to loosen up
around him.

From then onward, whenever I drank coffee, I would always leave
some and offer it to Gould. And ordinary soul would maybe get angry,
saying, “Don’t make a fool of me!” But Gould was kind and tolerant.

                         Translated by Saiko



next October 14, 1982 (33)

Japanese version of this page 1982年32・グールドの言葉その1 はじまり



↓You can see the program of "In Memoriam Glenn Gould "
Program of "In Memoriam Glenn Gould "Oct.15,1982  








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